Saturday, September 24, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Apathy & Empathy
Just spent the last hour laughing with H over everything. He, the guy, that guy, A, his guy, parents, home and everything that's been going on.
I know I shouldn't be laughing. It's horrible, what's happened. But I can't help it. I can't help not caring. I was playing RuneScape. I was playing RuneScape while they were screaming. And after I came out and shouted for a bit, I just went back in and played some more.
There was a time when I would've cried too. When I would be feeling so hurt and pained even if it didn't involve me. But now it's apparently at the point where I just don't care. I just plain don't care anymore.
And it hurts to hear them say that. As much as they might have been joking and she might have overreacted, it hurts. And they know we don't like it cause it's happened before. They obviously don't care. And it hurts.
It hurts cause here am I feeling like giving up a quality education because I don't want to drain their money, and I still have to bear the jibes.
Edit: Hey, first post of the new year =)
I know I shouldn't be laughing. It's horrible, what's happened. But I can't help it. I can't help not caring. I was playing RuneScape. I was playing RuneScape while they were screaming. And after I came out and shouted for a bit, I just went back in and played some more.
There was a time when I would've cried too. When I would be feeling so hurt and pained even if it didn't involve me. But now it's apparently at the point where I just don't care. I just plain don't care anymore.
And it hurts to hear them say that. As much as they might have been joking and she might have overreacted, it hurts. And they know we don't like it cause it's happened before. They obviously don't care. And it hurts.
It hurts cause here am I feeling like giving up a quality education because I don't want to drain their money, and I still have to bear the jibes.
Edit: Hey, first post of the new year =)
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Saturday, December 25, 2010
Puzzles & More!
Just completed my first puzzle in quite a few years. Feels really really good. I know I missed them, but never really realised exactly how much. It's only 75 pieces, but it feels great to put piece to piece once again. It's like 2D Lego =D
Once I'm back from Brunei I'm going to tackle a 500 piece one. It's called Masquerade. Then the next one will probably be 2000 pieces, haha! All the nice ones are really big but I'm going to have to make space on my walls. I guess the posters are going out the door.
And I finally finished the Carousel I was making for my sis. Was intending to give it to her for her birthday, but I never finished it on time. Better late than never, though, I guess. Haha.
And since I love photo editing so much...
Heh. I love the whole cartoon-y effect this has. It's perfect for a profile pic. If it wasn't for the shadow it could pass off for a painting I think.
Buuuut she's not here. And I'm leaving before she gets back. So I'm going to leave it on her table under a pretty lampshade and let her discover it herself. Hahaha. The ideas I get.
Merry Christmas people =)
Once I'm back from Brunei I'm going to tackle a 500 piece one. It's called Masquerade. Then the next one will probably be 2000 pieces, haha! All the nice ones are really big but I'm going to have to make space on my walls. I guess the posters are going out the door.
And I finally finished the Carousel I was making for my sis. Was intending to give it to her for her birthday, but I never finished it on time. Better late than never, though, I guess. Haha.
And since I love photo editing so much...
Heh. I love the whole cartoon-y effect this has. It's perfect for a profile pic. If it wasn't for the shadow it could pass off for a painting I think.
Buuuut she's not here. And I'm leaving before she gets back. So I'm going to leave it on her table under a pretty lampshade and let her discover it herself. Hahaha. The ideas I get.
Merry Christmas people =)
Monday, December 20, 2010
Promiscuity
It's okay to be gay. I loved you more after I suspected you were. But lately I just hate you more and more because you just jump on every other guy you come across. Not telling anyone then trying to stuff your tongue down everyone's throat is not going to help. Honestly, have the guts to show yourself for what you really are, or don't at all.
It hurts me, and it makes me want to cry. You're my friend. I don't want to treat you like I am. Like dinner today. Was I right? I don't know. But it got you to admit what I've suspected all along. "I know I've been working against you but you don't have to make it so obvious to everyone, right?" - what kind of thing was that to say?
The promiscuity of life. Is it something you choose, or something innate and carnal that people awaken in you?
It hurts me, and it makes me want to cry. You're my friend. I don't want to treat you like I am. Like dinner today. Was I right? I don't know. But it got you to admit what I've suspected all along. "I know I've been working against you but you don't have to make it so obvious to everyone, right?" - what kind of thing was that to say?
The promiscuity of life. Is it something you choose, or something innate and carnal that people awaken in you?
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